i often dont know what to do with my words.
like, either my actual spoken aloud words when im in social situations, or my written words. in both cases ive tried coded in language, couching it in ways better understood or preferred by present company, but i hope this place will be different.
id like to say this exists for you, the reader, but i know better.
it exists for me. it exists so that i may find some value in the act of creating something, because without creating i feel empty, and without creating i fear everyone else sees me as that as well.
there are no comments. no "engagement", and if all goes well, no pandering to an assumed reader im trying to validate myself against. its a site within a web like a room in a house. come and go as you please.